Oh what to do while pondering in the Meadow...

This might be a complicated post. Camp, is the most amazing place I could ever hope to be. It's... a home away from home. I was up there as a camphand last week, which was so much fun! I mean, who doesn't love washing dishes and cleaning bathrooms for 70 people?! It was just a bit different then what I expected. I mean, I had so much free time, I didn't know what to do with myself. When not making friendship bracelets, I sat by myself looking out at the meadow. Which is beautiful by the way.

See what I mean? The best place to think and pray. About anything. About, how I wasn't quite fittig in like I wanted to be. About why it was happenig. About what I could do to fix it. Pray, for strength for the rest of the week. To get through dishes. And to help me get in with the rest of the group. That was the thing about the week. It just didn't feel quite right. Have you ever felt that way? Where you just don't quite fit in? I don't like the feelig, and it frankly didn't make any sense to me why I was experiencing it. On any given day, I could say to you, "I'd be willing to live and breathe Luther Heighs for the summer." I went to camp, thinking exactly that. Where it went wrong, is beyond me. Don't get me wrong, by the end of the week, I was fitting in to a point. But still not to the extent that I'm used to. It might have just been the fact that I was a new camphand. I just wasn't up to par on my "fitting in skills". Wierd. But despite that, I'm determined to continue my work up there. I love it too much to let a little thing like not quite fitting in get to me. My love for Luther Heights, and the staff is only something that God himself could put into my heart...

Where has the time gone?

Time flies when you're having fun. At least it has for me. Crazy jam packed summer! I've been so busy, but I love it! I'll have to do some catch up blogging shortly. :)

Ugh...

So my life is still pretty much crazy! Basketball and school take up all of my time so it's pretty much like I don't have a life outside of those. Basketball just takes up so much time. But we did win our game last night against Malad and we play Aberdeen tonight so we'd better sluaghter them is all I can say. And I found out that I have JV practice at the freakin crack of dawn tomorrow which is excatly what I need. Freakin Lenz. I always feel like there's something else I should be doing, like there's something really important I'm forgetting. Has anybody ever felt like that? I don't like it. I signed up for Junior Miss, which is just another thing to add to my "to do" list. O boy. I'm actually excited to do it, but it'll just take up more time. Also the talent show is in a few weeks. I'm not sure if I'm doing that yet or not. We'll have to see if I'm still alive at that time.

Score!

I made varsity! Yay! I'm way excited to be playing for our new coach Bree Deeg this year! She's freakin awesome and really random! We have our fist game is in N. Fremont on Friday! So we're buckling down and learning all of our plays! I'm really excited and hope we kick butt!

School still pretty much sucks. I guess it's a little better, but still horrible. Finals are coming up, and I'm really nervous. I hope I do well!

Happy Halloween!

Today is Halloween! Yay! I'm hopefully going to go the tailgate party before the game. Then I'm gonna go to the football game for a little while tonight! It's the first game in the state playoff. Then maybe I'll go trick-er-treating! You're never too old to go trick-er-treating! Not sure what I'm going to dress up as yet though. I'm going to the dance tomorrow and possibly dressing up as either a cowgirl or an indian. Happy Halloween!

School is...

Crazy. I'm driving myself up the wall with all my homework. It's like the teachers want us to go so insane that we barricade ourselves in the corner, refusing to talk to anyone. I can't seem to find a method behind their madness. I've heard a lot lately, "It's a college calss so you're expected to work harder." I understand that, but you're still a high school teacher and you need to start acting that way. I need a break. A nice long weekend would be great right about now. But do we get that? Of course not! But the little turds at the other schools get the next two days off, for God knows what. Ugh. Crazy.

To get started...

My name is Suzzanna Lute! I'm 16 and I live in American Falls, Idaho (otherwise known as the town with nothing to do!) I love to play volleyball, basketball and throw shot put and discus for track. In fact, last year I went to state in shot put. Good times huh Brittany! I also love to listen to, play and write music. I play four instruments including the flute, guitar, piano and trumpet. I also really like whitewater rafting. I have two cats. One of them I swear to God is half dog. And the other is a grump all the time. I also have two tank fulls full of fish. I have amazing friends that can always make me laugh! They've stayed with me through thick and thin and I love them for that! That's pretty much my life and there isn't much to it, but I love it anyway!